Through Angels Eyes

I was so young and you were so far from right. You wrote stories in my mind that are now faded hauntings. You drew pictures of clowns and hung them up on your drowning walls. Did they really hold his soul? You lied of love for you taught only pain. Moments of kindness now ripped through your teeth. Sown the scars, your art on my skin. Throw me back agains't the wall, it won't make you a man. You need to pull out your Angels Eyes, for you created this beautiful mess. There goes your Daddy's girl.

Brisk

Thin air hits my lungs like the brisk cold shoulder you’ve turned to my heart
I sleep standing, guarded to the next prince who tries to slay my demons
You all believed you were perfect, until it came to that point where forced to choose
My head in my hands and your feet consume my depth
In through my mouth you take what you can until you stand upon my grave
That’s how you got your crown in this fucked up town you call home
A back turned isn’t quite enough, taking till I’m gone

Jumble/Unedited

covered in cloth, layering pale skin
in my night summer sweats
where do I begin

something is always unsaid
within your rich eyes
something unread

you'll never understand until you read it outloud
that's how beauty works
away from the crowd


I am sick of lying
hoping it will inspire my mind of beatiful stories
although i am not full of beautiful stories
this stories will make you sick
of the coward i am
so miserable, go fuck your best
because I am down and out
and now i dream of the rich eyes of a boy
who started this nightmare
played in my heart

Birthday Poem (Love Zachary)

"You brighten my darkest days. You laugh along with out silly ways. You listen to me vent. You might even own a vent? I can no longer rhyme, but that was only a matter of time. You are the best friend anyone could know and I'm happy I've been able to watch you grow into the beautiful girl I've come to love. You rock and I think I lost a glove. This poem sucks. But I hope it made you smile. Happy birthday Jordan Olson-Lyons."

You're just.. (Love Justin)

"You're just.. the way you think and your voice. I loved hearing both. It made me appreciate knowing a girl as amazing as you in my life. And you're funny and adorbale. Things will get better. They have to. This is just a growing pain."

The principle of time and the existence of life are not always kind nor fair but for as long as my forvever is, it is forever for you.

Unfinished

Your lies become truth to me. As you sing from the gallows a song of self righteousness and pride. You see yourself as a superior habitant of this earth.